Mad Genius

These two images share the same thread, one I have been picking at since 9/11. Having lived through it from closer perspective, it has a different reality to it than others may have, who didn't. That is the interesting thing about interacting with people in real time, the picture is always bigger than the piece we carry with us.

Working with Reality, or is that Truth?????

I have often wondered and wandered in the gap between reality and truth. They seem to be the same sometimes, but they are really very different. Reality is touched through the senses and truth is something we gage it against. We each have what we think is our own truth, own way of seeing. Ask 20 people who see the same thing what happened and there will be 20 variations. One of the challenges of working with collage is picking the right imagery that is ubiquitous enough to be recognizable but interesting enough to have the connections between reality and truth made in the observer. I look at the juxtaposing imagery as signposts the viewer has to fill the gaps between with their own truth and reality.

This imagery is about political (in)correctness. Is Obama snakebit?

People expect the President to instantly fix every disaster that comes along.

It's so unfair.

GW

  

It's Working

The collages are working well. Balloons as thought bubbles adds a nice contrast to the flat collages. There's an orderliness and randomness, too. the open windows makes everything move and sway. This has to be completed by 9/10 and I think I am going to make it without a total crash and burn.

What Was I Thinking?

I'mg starting to loose my train of thought and time is going faster now. What was it I was trying to do??????? I wouldn't say I am panicking, more like sorting out my thoughts, going through those notes I jotted down, a lot less leisurely.

I find doing collage by juxtaposing magazine imagery a useful way to pick threads and see what comes loose in my thinking and understanding. There's a literal and figurative implication to materials, and collage allows them to push and pull each other around. Seems like small collages that have fronts and backs might be a good way to create questions and tension. Leaving just enough space to walk through and be bumped by, like all the random bits and bites of sound around us, demanding our attention. It's like translating sound into imagery.

Did some test imagery scratching out words, using sharpie markers, opening up possibilities.

Goodwill Hunting

Been in more thrift stores than ever before in my life. There's a smell, can't quite put my finger on what it is, a mix of humanity and dust rubbed together. Wonder if it will linger in the installation? Found a funky bridesmaid dress that might work great between the layers of fabric walls. Picked up some purses, too, think I'll use one. Have to look through my collection to see what else I can build into my walls, like lingering memories of past lives.

Pacing not Racing

There have been times in my life when I have had to have the pressure of a dead line to get the energy flowing. For this one, though, the slower pace is allowing for more reflection. I seemed to have crossed a line I had previously walked up to and then turned back. Don't know if it's the project, much more complicated than others, or the push it is forcing me to make to meet a standard I hadn't thought about before. It's problem both and more.

Starting Construction

The original design of using two opposing L shapes isn't going to work the way I want it to. Once the racks started to be put together, I had to think of how people would know which is the entrance and which is the exit. It has to be really obvious or the overall affect won't be as strong. It's really great to be able to just mess around with material and see how it comes together. My brain can only do so much theoretical mumbo jumbo. The action of moving in space and creating frees my mind to think about what to do next. Jotting down thoughts helps to uncover layers of unspoken thought about the whole idea of this project.